I edited both of this pics:D




Hello~~~



harloo~~~
ok my job in changi is officially over....good expereince...sleeping in the airport...walking in the transit area without a boading pass...and also interacting with brazilians...
really great exp....
ok...i would like to use this opportunity to write out some things...cos i dunno who to tell and who to confront...and this place i noe is really dead...little ppl is reading this...
watching drama, seeing real life and everything... i would reallly want to noe wad is LOVE....
ok..i've nv been to a relationship b4...is not that no one wants or wadeva...but its me i'm the problem...whenever someone is good to me...i will move far away from them....WHY???wadswrong with me...
watching drama...one is poor and one is rich...u noe the story...they will be some barriers...
but despite of those barriers they still want to be together regardless of any sacrifices...
in real life..ppl are getting together, and break up the next day. so wad is this...in this modern days...i dun really noe wad the hell is all this abt...
i really like to have one friend...one close one...that can really tok to...anything...and no need to be afraid...one friend that i can hug everyday....one friend that i can tok to ont he phone...one friend that i can look forward to tok to everyday on msn or anything...until now there isn't such person...maybe its because i watch too much drama...making me sooo afraid of getting into onee...scare to get hurt or anything...actually i shouldn't think of such things now but wad happen lately reallly makes me thing i should let some things go and except some new ones.....
i'm sch a coward...someone ask me and some how beg me...i still reject...how heartless i am...ok stop here...
just now went out with besties....went singing andate dinner with them....the last song of the day was If i had you...woohoo....ook i'm really tired now...continue watching drama...ttfn:D
-JiNx-

Harloo~~~ i'm sooo bored rite now...so i've decided to come update my blog....
yup its soooo dead for like 3 months....after new yr, i was soooo lazy to write anything cos bz with school stuff~like ya BORING~~~
finally my 2nd yr in NP has come to an end and so yup.... Harloo 3rd yr and then maybe UNI~~~ ok this is my sooo boringg life...
ok b4 tat my results for this sem...not sure how isit goin to be....dun feel like thinking abbt it...its either ok or total goner....
heck care...so yup tml goin changi and work like crazy 13hrs and goin stay in airport for one night hopefully next week 2 nights:D
ok no tinking abt the timing and sleeping....i think i'm gonna get thru...(but i think i will die real soon) i think i'm not goin to sleep tml...sian ttm...but nvmm its a new experience for me...
ok this blog might sound abit boring but i bored so bear with it:P
ok today start up very lousy.... i dreamt abt him...i tot was over everything totally everything.....its like so loooong ald...why are u coming back and APPEAR IN MY DREAMS!!!!horror....so today its like so lousy no smile...except when my sis came back bring laughter to my family....
thanks to him i have no intentions in liking another guy and afraid to even start a relationship....oh like wtf stupid girl ya so sorry so random...my sentences might sound funny with missing puntuations here and there....
yup thats me....scare this scare that...like wtf...i need to stop thinking abt him...so i decided to go to his FB....so ya i went to see his DP and a pic with another girl....yup....thats the reason why my heart broke last hmm april????totally forgotten just rmb how emo i was.....
yup..i shall step out of the shadow and get a life....find a hottie or something...why am i even toking abt this now...like stupid onli..ok i shall stop here..i'm sad that i'm goin to miss my idol tml nite cos i'm working:( ok ttfn~~~ -and oh ya...i'm ok...just wanna let out my 'sadness' actually i think i'm ok but just soo stupid that i even thinking abt him again!!! really byes for now:D
-JiNx-



Harloo~~~
1.Sis Wedding
helping up with my sis wedding~~~ tiring...as if i'm the one getting married...wearing 3 inches high heel which i nvr wear b4...crazy shit....but its fun and happy when u see happy faces arh:D


this is a breakthru for me...i nv done this b4...but i'm glad that i make this decision somehow it benefits me and also let me see things in different perspective...








Harloo~~~
Finish my exams ytd...ok i <3 11.11...i keep on wishing that i could manage the paper....and it come true...
though abit mistakes here and there but at least my mind is at ease now...the onli thing in mind now is holidays... to day the Mr postman surprise with the calender that i order!!!:D:D:D totally love it<3
Bought a clothes just now...nv wear that b4 so ya trying it now.:D:D:D
Am happy tat theres no exam today...ytd was like damn shiok..why??? cos most of my friends are still having exams but i'm not:D:D I noe i'm bad but just couldn't help it...
Final yr exam timetable out...boohooo...why so fast...but good lar..at least i noe when isit...i'm glad that its like 2 weeks after Chinese new yr...good...i can enjoy my new yr this yr:D:D:D
Next week goin Port Dickson~~~hoping it will be a enjoyable trip...ytd some ppl quarrel abit cos of transportation...i think it's solve now...:D:D:D ok bahx~~~
ttfn~~~
-JiNx-

harloo~ just being random:D
i just read one of my post long long time ago...that i dream meeting my idol...haha:D
OMG...i totally forget abt that dream cos my dream had become reality and i onli rmb that:D
hehe...Random rite :D ok lar should stop here exams start on monday:( Go to do well for this exam but....no confidence...i think i no ebut i'm afraid that i'm not...hate it...every yr had to go thru this like 4 times haiz....
ttfn~~~
-JiNx-




OMG!!! I can't believe myself for being such a badass this week...


ello~
Am Glad to say that my EZ link card has been found gonna retrieve it on monday:D
thats good news for me...no wonder my left eye was twitcing in the evening...:D
Finally the fighting spirit has come back...its been a hectic week???was it??? Anyway rushed my report and tada...finally done a report by myself....dunno whether its good enough...i got this bad feeling that its not ok...Getting an A for this module is a challenge for me now....so i gues i need to gambateh abits arh...:D
And yeah...ytd was a not bad day for me...:D when i leave sch the bus was there...and when i reach shell station the bus i wanted came...and when i reach kranji the bus came...so yea...it was pretty fast...i manage to meet susan...it was kinda surprising..i was like listening to my mp3...and suddenly i heard someone calling me....she's just beside me...but i didn't sees her..LOL..she looks damn tired larx...
haha same thing happen ytd...i was like where's helen and she was actually infront of me...not even 1 meters apart...OMG....dunno wad happen...my friends are just infront of me...and i just can't see them..ok... ok now i should stop here and continue wad i am doin..haa
Oh ya...i've been like having Vampire Diaries marathon... kind of addicted haha:D
ttfn~
-JiNx-









Hello again~ school has once again started and holidays had ended with a big full stop..
I must say I've the best holiday of my 18 yrs of living...doin stuffs that i haven't done before-
watching a concert, working, and clubbing....
Concert was great!!! Able to meet my idol...i got lotsa comments...his a gay...blah blah...and soo??? who say gay can't sing....eveyone commenting this are ignorant b****...but it was a short concert and i'm ald contented with it...
ok working....meet so many great friends they are fun to be with...had so much laughter and its not boring at all...love ya guys:D
Next Clubbing....ok i dunno wad to say...i guess i dun like such places...seeing ppl getting drunk sleeping outside the club...abit unglam...and the club is darn noisy...kays...shall not comment too much but must say a good experience...:D
ok schoo started ytd....onli had 30 mins of lesson..yup travelling time is more then the time i'm staying in sch....:(
but god lar at least i can go home early:D
today sch starts at 1 so i can relax abit .:)
ok stop here tatas~
-JiNx-

I guess that 18 is really a yr that i'm goanna step out and see the world???? 1st time working sharing the happiness and sorrows of others...there's still like alot of caring ppl outside...i somehow starting to like this world...i dunno why suddenly I met alot of great friends after YOG...its not that my other friends are not good...but i can really let myself out with all this guys...
today was really a great day...goin out with such a big group of Malaysians...yup...this sounds pathetic...honestly speaking I onli went out with Sin Yee and some other primary friends...other than that is all Singaporean...and suddenly there's alot of Malaysian friends that are taking the same bus as me back to JB...ok its sounds funny...but this is the truth...
i really find myself kinda pathetic...having more Singaporean friends than Malaysian....its great meeting them...and also those from YOG...they are great too...:D i started to find my life more and more meaningful...
and this time round i didn't waste my time rotting at home...am so glad that i meet Susan that had introduce me to those jobs...though the 1st one was not really good...but its still an experience...at least i experience something that i think most of my family members didn't even try it b4...haha:D
most importantly I'm starting to earn money...money really doesn't come easily...need to put in a certain amt of effort for that...Its really happy when it comes to payday...haha:D.
Actually i dun give a thought for it...but later seeing the others smile...i finally think that this money is something i deserve it...haha....yup esp with all those ugly scars ard...yup i guess I'm as clumsy as b4..how??? no medicine to cure...cut myself ytd...
loss quite amt of bld...when i was washing my wound I was feeling a little giddy and feels like vomitting...luckily i recover fast....its just like wad happen last time I'm jab with the fever medicine...
hmm i guess its another emotional post...haha...but all this really comes from the bottom of my heart...though the job was not easy but i still like it...though i keep getting injured buti feel that this world is not as bad as i think..kep meetin ppl that is so self centred..haha...ok shall not mention names here...:D oks
i think i should end here..goin KL tml nope should be ltr on...and tml its concert day....
i guess this is my best holidays...though i'm not travelling anywhere but i make alot of great friends...:D
thanks for everything whoever out/up there that makes me feel loved again....:D
-JiNx-

HARLO~~~
Nthing much happen but just wanted to say 8 more days to concert...haha..
On monday, when s'pore and meet Wuhan peeps for dinner....yup another sinful day ...we went to Swensens and i actually order the mega burger...its really mega....so big....thanks Shiyi for helping me finish the burger:D cos i really cannot finish it....Finally tried the marvelous cream the ice cream and waffle...the waffle was not veri nice but the ice cream is nice~~order the green tea one and share it with Jialin...
hmmm nthing much happen but just happen to pass the hmm whats the place call...nvm...the place we pay respect to MM Lee's wife...really a sad case...watching the news toking how the both of them meet is touching and sweet~~~
ok lets dun talk about it anymore...
hmm nthng much more to say..didn't work for this 3 days but will work tml i guess:D
hmmm ohay just now my Guzheng 'cher's son smile at me:D haha sooo cute....so i guess i really out of things to say so tata~~~
-JiNx-

OKay my lappy just back from hospital....

and my mum say it needs a rest..haha...but who cares lur...back from hospital means condition better haha...
:D

currently in sch...

today is veri tense day for me...cos i need to see my result and fight for the VIP tickets for Adam lambert's concert....

Saw my results...its ok...60% happy 40% not....

Why??? Cos IS pull my GPA down again..it never fails man...i tot i was clear this time wrong in the end nope...because of this stupid module....i got GPA 3.9 ++ instead of 4 luckily this time roung the credit unit is onli 2 or else i dunno wad will happen... and and luckily i got A for the other IS or else i dunno wad to say....
( the above post is wrote in sch!:D)


ok next VIP tickets...ok wad should i say..i think i really going GAGA abt Adam Lambert coming malaysia...i actually spending soo much money for his concert...omg does it really worth it...i dunno..but i hope it do..i was thinking...let me be crazy once...let myself go this time round be a fanatics out there making ur dreams come true...yup seriously need to get a life..i've been goin' to sch and go back home everyday like this and seldom go out with my friends for like 10 yrs??
like no life....ppl ask me 'singapore where nice to shop arh... i was like i dunno...u study in singapore u dunno...'
haha yup this is me...
ok back to where i was...yup goin for his concert on my bro's birthday anyway his in sch so nvm...haha...
at 10 am sharp i pressed that VIP button in the website...and wah la..got it...actually this is my 1st time goin to a concert...so wad to wear and wad to do ther i really dunno...
but seriously how many 18 yrs old u gonna have .its now or never...so i make my decision veri decisively this time...
okay i dunno wad to write now.. but just i went off for aerobics thats why i stop halfway...ok thats all..tata:D

Just Gonna stand there and watch me burn...haha:D
suddenly so random start with a song...ok wad happened recently???
ok exams are over for like 2 weeks??? and i totally enjoy it (until now)
worked last week and the week that i have exams...hmm how was it???
great experience ...it was my 1st time working though i haven get my pay yet but still having a happy experience with such a great company Susan !!!:D
ok la..not so bad..though my 1st job was like stand ther and shout ear candling ....haha:d
but at least i ate and noe delicious chocolate cake:D
ok thursday went to USS...woohoo...nice...
beautiful place i must say...i think s'pore will maintain it...unlike erm....i shall not say anything abt it...
recommend for those people with no childhood..should come here to experience;)
ok b4 goin, heard ppl say its goin to be boring blah blah...bt it turns out great and fun night...
my friend Zaki is the one who help us cut the queue from far back behind to the 1st few to get in...ahaha...so ppl...i noe we veri bad...but...we were desperate to get in...haha:D
haha after so many yrs i'm back to uss again...went to Japan one b4 but it was like so many yrs back ...forget what i did there except for Jaws...i was so scare at that time:D
hehe...wanna noe wad happen can visit my Facebook to see the pics;)
hmm i'm out of job this week..goin to rot at home ald...sianz ttm....
meet some great friend s while working fun bunch of ppl:D
ok shall stop writing here hope to be back soon!!!!:D
-JiNx-