harloo~~~
ok my job in changi is officially over....good expereince...sleeping in the airport...walking in the transit area without a boading pass...and also interacting with brazilians...
really great exp....
ok...i would like to use this opportunity to write out some things...cos i dunno who to tell and who to confront...and this place i noe is really dead...little ppl is reading this...
watching drama, seeing real life and everything... i would reallly want to noe wad is LOVE....
ok..i've nv been to a relationship b4...is not that no one wants or wadeva...but its me i'm the problem...whenever someone is good to me...i will move far away from them....WHY???wadswrong with me...
watching drama...one is poor and one is rich...u noe the story...they will be some barriers...
but despite of those barriers they still want to be together regardless of any sacrifices...
in real life..ppl are getting together, and break up the next day. so wad is this...in this modern days...i dun really noe wad the hell is all this abt...
i really like to have one friend...one close one...that can really tok to...anything...and no need to be afraid...one friend that i can hug everyday....one friend that i can tok to ont he phone...one friend that i can look forward to tok to everyday on msn or anything...until now there isn't such person...maybe its because i watch too much drama...making me sooo afraid of getting into onee...scare to get hurt or anything...actually i shouldn't think of such things now but wad happen lately reallly makes me thing i should let some things go and except some new ones.....
i'm sch a coward...someone ask me and some how beg me...i still reject...how heartless i am...ok stop here...
just now went out with besties....went singing andate dinner with them....the last song of the day was If i had you...woohoo....ook i'm really tired now...continue watching drama...ttfn:D
-JiNx-

Harloo~~~ i'm sooo bored rite now...so i've decided to come update my blog....
yup its soooo dead for like 3 months....after new yr, i was soooo lazy to write anything cos bz with school stuff~like ya BORING~~~
finally my 2nd yr in NP has come to an end and so yup.... Harloo 3rd yr and then maybe UNI~~~ ok this is my sooo boringg life...
ok b4 tat my results for this sem...not sure how isit goin to be....dun feel like thinking abbt it...its either ok or total goner....
heck care...so yup tml goin changi and work like crazy 13hrs and goin stay in airport for one night hopefully next week 2 nights:D
ok no tinking abt the timing and sleeping....i think i'm gonna get thru...(but i think i will die real soon) i think i'm not goin to sleep tml...sian ttm...but nvmm its a new experience for me...
ok this blog might sound abit boring but i bored so bear with it:P
ok today start up very lousy.... i dreamt abt him...i tot was over everything totally everything.....its like so loooong ald...why are u coming back and APPEAR IN MY DREAMS!!!!horror....so today its like so lousy no smile...except when my sis came back bring laughter to my family....
thanks to him i have no intentions in liking another guy and afraid to even start a relationship....oh like wtf stupid girl ya so sorry so random...my sentences might sound funny with missing puntuations here and there....
yup thats me....scare this scare that...like wtf...i need to stop thinking abt him...so i decided to go to his FB....so ya i went to see his DP and a pic with another girl....yup....thats the reason why my heart broke last hmm april????totally forgotten just rmb how emo i was.....
yup..i shall step out of the shadow and get a life....find a hottie or something...why am i even toking abt this now...like stupid onli..ok i shall stop here..i'm sad that i'm goin to miss my idol tml nite cos i'm working:( ok ttfn~~~ -and oh ya...i'm ok...just wanna let out my 'sadness' actually i think i'm ok but just soo stupid that i even thinking abt him again!!! really byes for now:D
-JiNx-