harloo...
i had lived in this cruel world for 18 years and i just can't feel it...i personally thinks that time really flies....
I seriously dun want to grow out... 2 more years to my 20s...omg can't believe it....
ok how i spent the mark of my 18 years....
HOME!
yup thats rite...staying at home study for common test which is tml....there should be school today...but presentation postpone and tutorial cancel hence no sch today....
people thinks that how lucky am I but i think that how unlucky am I cos not goin to sch will make me more worry for the test tml...
i dun feel like studying becos i find it pointless cos...i do all those paper without the answer how ami suppose to noe am i doin it correctly or...yup i'm not confident enough with my answers....why???

cos lack of practice i guess...its not that i didn't practice....but the question i have its in the notes which i had tried many many times...but i'm afraid that when the question change i will not be able to answer it....ok enough of al this...cos all this is increasing my anxiety.
i should just relax and enjoy my day huh....but i just hate the results that i've get....i had ythe gurl dere that she thinks she smart...keep boasting ard her results....harloo i didn't even say i got ful marks tat time and u still dare to go ard and say ur results...i really really need to win you to increase my confidence but i'm lack of motivation....someone just slapped my face and ask me to wake up.....i keep saying i will really really study for the next sem but....i still haven even seriously study for my test....maybe its because somewhere inside me is sastified witht heresults i'm getting but I'M NOT....my goal is to get into NUS if not o'm not goin to study anymore..my results are not getting me anywhere except
NTU...not that i dun want to go NTU but i need to cos all my siblings went there....this put me into a challenge cos i need to get at least a 3.9 to get into where i want to be...until now i'm still getting a 3.8....
i will stop here ...BYE!(:
-JiNx-