I guess that 18 is really a yr that i'm goanna step out and see the world???? 1st time working sharing the happiness and sorrows of others...there's still like alot of caring ppl outside...i somehow starting to like this world...i dunno why suddenly I met alot of great friends after YOG...its not that my other friends are not good...but i can really let myself out with all this guys...
today was really a great day...goin out with such a big group of Malaysians...yup...this sounds pathetic...honestly speaking I onli went out with Sin Yee and some other primary friends...other than that is all Singaporean...and suddenly there's alot of Malaysian friends that are taking the same bus as me back to JB...ok its sounds funny...but this is the truth...
i really find myself kinda pathetic...having more Singaporean friends than Malaysian....its great meeting them...and also those from YOG...they are great too...:D i started to find my life more and more meaningful...
and this time round i didn't waste my time rotting at home...am so glad that i meet Susan that had introduce me to those jobs...though the 1st one was not really good...but its still an experience...at least i experience something that i think most of my family members didn't even try it b4...haha:D
most importantly I'm starting to earn money...money really doesn't come easily...need to put in a certain amt of effort for that...Its really happy when it comes to payday...haha:D.
Actually i dun give a thought for it...but later seeing the others smile...i finally think that this money is something i deserve it...haha....yup esp with all those ugly scars ard...yup i guess I'm as clumsy as b4..how??? no medicine to cure...cut myself ytd...
loss quite amt of bld...when i was washing my wound I was feeling a little giddy and feels like vomitting...luckily i recover fast....its just like wad happen last time I'm jab with the fever medicine...
hmm i guess its another emotional post...haha...but all this really comes from the bottom of my heart...though the job was not easy but i still like it...though i keep getting injured buti feel that this world is not as bad as i think..kep meetin ppl that is so self centred..haha...ok shall not mention names here...:D oks
i think i should end here..goin KL tml nope should be ltr on...and tml its concert day....
i guess this is my best holidays...though i'm not travelling anywhere but i make alot of great friends...:D
thanks for everything whoever out/up there that makes me feel loved again....:D
-JiNx-